Monday, December 10, 2012

Heart stored away
Emotions blocked
Crucial decisions made
Hurry, you're on the clock
It had begun
Calm and steady
Its only the beginning
Time ticks away
Blood starts boiling
Invisible line between friend and enemy
Seconds left
Hoping for the best
Hard to accept
The outcome is out of your hands

Friday, December 7, 2012

Quest

Time stands still
Memories replay as a vivid reminder 
What I want is what I had
Choices made
Consequences followed
The search more difficult this time around
Wanting more but yet wanting less
Father clock against me
Looking for the invisible starting line
Wondering whether time is counting down
It's not a mystery yet I'm still lost
I move forward regardless
But it's far from over


Monday, December 3, 2012

The Return

Returning to a glimpse of nostalgia
To the cornerstone of all that was
From thoughts unspoken
To words unread
Never really letting go
But stored away for a moment
Words of kings and queens
Of battles fought with major casualties
Happiness relived and returning pain
Hearts stably broken
Minds firmly shaped
Eyes wondering into the abyss of time unknown
Finding the good only to see the bad
Trust frail as a newborn
Knots untied and ruptured
Only to give birth to steady relativity 
Trying to preserve the broken
Becoming the person of dreams
Only to fall short each time
To unveil the truth
Is to reveil past wounds
The scars of yesterday
The hope of tomorrow
......I've returned